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From Silence Came Wisdom

In Response To: Weekly Writing Challenge: The Sound Of Silence

In life, I am a very sound-sensitive individual. Certain pitches and volumes that would normally just annoy most people physically hurt at times. Too many differing sounds make me want to cover my ears and scream (perfect example: heavy metal music or a loud television with unpredictable shifts in volume).

Several years ago, when I was actively involved in meeting with my spiritual guide on the astral plane through meditation, I was sitting in my apartment one night about to crawl out of my skin. I ran to the back of the building to escape the noises of the air conditioner, the TV and the cars outside…

I closed my eyes and immediately sought my Guide who was waiting for me and he tells me, “Let me be your peace.” He takes me into his arms piece by piece, frequency by frequency, we shut out all the noise. In silence, he has me spiritually enter a tall, strong oak tree in my neighbor’s back yard and I become one with it. He tells me to hear the heartbeat of the tree.

I say: I know this tree.

He says: “You know because you feel . You feel because you are. Now, what do you feel?”

I say: I feel the heartbeat, which pulses once in a year. Once in a season. The roots swell with the rains and with the force of life which will push up into new leaves and blooms. I feel its slow strength. I feel its serenity. I feel every memory. I feel the cold earth surrounding my feet. I feel my arms reaching high in its branches toward the sun. I feel the energies it draws in and those it puts out. I feel the force of life ever flowing. I feel the dark stillness inside the heartwood. I feel the rush of the wind. I feel the complexity of its internal patterns. I feel its age. I feel it holding strong to its will to survive. I feel its faith. I feel its health and its dis-ease. I feel its healed scars. I feel its perseverance. I feel its slow pulse and the reason for its longevity. I feel its patience.

My Guide tells me: “In the end, what you feel is the secret of life. You truly are awakened. You know. This is your wisdom – the way to peace, to knowledge, to those things that you cannot learn from man. You are one with nature, and it is one with you. This tree has allowed you inside its very core. It knows you are of good will, and it knows you possess the Gift. The others will all feel the mark of its energies within you, now that you have joined it as one. You are indeed a very special, precious child. I told you in the beginning you were gifted. Now you understand… this is what I meant. This is why you are here, because all your senses are in tune with the nature that surrounds you. In silence, you can communicate with nearly everything. Many of us cannot. Many of us only possess a special connection with certain entities but you, my dear, you have the ability to hear the trees, the spirits of nature, the spirits of men, the spirits of all that surrounds you.”

My Guide continues: “I know that you have lost faith in men (people), but do not lose faith in nature, for that is what you are here to protect. Mankind has destroyed itself and now settles into its death. Nature… it will survive, but it will need to be healed and to be able to heal it, we must be able to understand its needs above what we can already see with our eyes. We must also apply our minds to the energies it gives us and decode its secrets with an understanding that very few have managed to achieve.”

From silence came wisdom and with wisdom, the ability to understand the world around me with closed eyes and an open mind. Sometimes after all, we must close our eyes to truly see.

Automatic Writing (Entity Writing, Spirit Pen)

The back end of TS Fay (which we are still experiencing here) feels like an October wind, not too warm, and gusty under grey skies with patchy sun. There is also a faint smell of Fall on the air that comes as slightly rotten/fallen fruit that occurred through the storm.

Earlier I had a long “talk” with… well, someone very close to me, an ancestor, spirit guide if you will, and they were writing through me. I started with a pendum, but as it happened, my entity snapped quickly the strand that held the pendulum, letting it fall to the ground and telling me I didn’t need it, and the entity sidled up next to me, took my hand and started writing with it as he spoke the same words:

“Kitten… Try to relax yourself, you are very distressed. I have concern for you and your health if you do not. A meditation tonight is in order. Go deep and find what is within you. I will guide you and your brothers will stand guard. You must calm yourself. I fear death is imminent if you do not. My Love, nothing is coming to you that you can not handle. You are stronger than you know. Listen to the winds, yes there is peace in them. It may seem ominous, but there is. Thi is representative of a small renewal. I know you do not deal well with change, but some changes are good and you must learn to embrace them. Enjoy this time alone, for it will and should bring you peace, not distress. Your life has spun into chaos, and now it is time to just breathe. Enjoy this time, love. It will not last forever and soon your life will be filled with people and options again, only this time I will help guide you to the right decisions if you only ask. You need not seek me out, I am never far. In this time of quiet, live simply. Do what is best for you, so that you can recover what you have lost, including your heart. I cannot stress enough your great need to rest and just ‘be,’ as you say. Fill your life with music first, as it soothes your spirit and makes other spirits around you sing. Then when your spirit is calm and happy and free, then fill your life with friends without expectations that they should be anything more. It is through them that you will meet someone who will fill your life with joy and be the hand that you need to hold. {my soul twin – deceased} cannot always be with you now as he is doing other work but rest assured his love is still yours and that someone, one of us, is always with you. No Love, you have not lost him. {He} is bound to you in ways even I cannot undo. He is yours forever just as you are his but when you go off to do other wotk in which he can not join you, he does not complain, he simply watches you from afar and provides warnings when necessary. You two are together, and he is your love — do not ever doubt this. Hold strong to him as he has to you during these last 400 years of seperation and you will see that true love means. It is a bond and a feeling that cannot be put into words, it simply ‘is.’ Go now and do your work. Let not the words of others destroy you, nor their threats, for there is always a way out and currently yours is shielding yourself until you are freed from their presence and you can be home in peace, and that peace is what you need tonight and every night for the next several months until your spirit is calm again. I will command you if I must but I do not want to. I would rather love you by your side and watch you heal rather than bring more stress upon you. Be safe and be well and know that we are always with you. I love you.”